BRANDON

Everyone need a shoulder to lie on when they are down.

I guess I can't be always happy, and today I had some sad moments too. Well when people say Long Distance Relationship is hard to manage and hold on, I kinda disagree, because I love how things are between melissa and I. However somehow, I felt some of it today. Melissa informed me months ago that she will miss my birthday in November. I thought that was easy to understand and take it in, but it is easy only until the time hits 12/11/09.

Surprise at Downtown East, it was definitely a happy one, but in my heart, and it was one of my 3 wishes that I hope melissa is in the crowd who were there to celebrate. Nicolette had Gabriel to hold her cake while the rest sang the birthday song, but I didn't have Melissa to do so for me. I had Bernita, oh well, thanks Bernita anyway! :D Haahaha.

Somehow I secretly still wished that melissa is planning a surprise for me. Thinking that when I wake up, I will see her beside me with her heartwarming smile. But noooo, it didn't came true.

Melissa mailed me a pillow, a mini one, that has my name and all in it. She drew that, and it was really sweet.

Okay, perhaps this missing of my little girl isn't that saddening at all. ;)

I was more upset about myself, and my roles and responsibilities. Mama called at 11pm, I was in school filing interview forms. She then told me she wanted to wait for me to be back, then cut cake and celebrate with everyone. Sadly I was already very affected by what was happening behind those yellow doors in Lounge, I told her I didn't want to celebrate and asked her to go to bed.

I took MC today just to attend TPRAWKS briefing. Could have asked Bailin and the rest out for a good dinner and chill, but I wanted to do my part for SU. Gah.............. I dont know what to say anymore. So sensitive, no way.

Please jiayou, 09/10.

Brandon.

Money money money. It is all on my mind.

I need money, where can I get money?

I think I should stop education and start robbing banks.

I'm sad.

A lazy Sunday, rain or shine, you were on my mind.

After tomorrow... Where would we be?

Plan well, Brandon.
Spend time well, Brandon.

Love cannot be measured in how long it has been but how much you spend a day with the one you love.
I like this.

Looking back, and wow, days since I last updated. Yesterday was a thrilling night, walking streets of Geylang to look for the dimsum stall. I have never liked to give up, so we walked the streets with determination and faith! *did not asking anyone yo!

Finallllllllllllllllllllllllly, we saw the Famous Geylang Claypot Rice. It was familiar for both of us, cause during one of our earlier dates, we went somewhere around there to borrow camera lenses.

WHOA, I was damn high cause I felt good when we visit places we once had crazy times at.

We didn't manage to eat the claypot rice that time cause it was chinese new year period.

Yesterday, we ATE IT. *claps! (We waited 30 mins for them to cook it though. Caught parts of Sex Drive the movie while waiting, and it was hillarious)

After the claypot, still determined, we conqeured more streets of geylang and finally, the dimsum stall!
I went there once with Scythia, she went there with her friends previously. We both wanted to verify that it was the same stall badly.
And yesterday, we did it!

A peekture for you all to see:)

im happy i spent 24 hours with you.

The pouch, had so much hearts filled, so lovely.
Time passes so fast, but its running short now.
The watch doesn't seem to help, but I'm sure it'll tell me the time,
whereever you are, whenever you're back.

M, I wish there was a way that i could just stop time.

<3

something is missing, we all know it, so please solve it.


its we, not me.

Meeting was fruitful today,
in this instance it mattered alot to me.
 
Salmon is definitely not for any to eat. 
Scrapbooking is definitely not my type of thing.
Oh yes, Jellypop :D



YES THIS IS GONNA BE FUN YO.

It was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeee. It ended off like a Laughing class.

For now, its time to FOCUS.

Carry on!

I'm falling and failing my modules.

I was asking you, travel or camera? 

I said TRAVEL!
you said CAMERA!

It sucks to TRAVEL without a CAMERA, 
but sorry I really can't wait to TRAVEL,
to see you.

Those were the times :)

Sean Teo had a bluey Monday.

I think I'm having a bluey Monday too.



Classes doesn't seem so interesting as I enjoyed it last time.

I thought, instead of typing, I can have a video to do blogging!
But cause I was a noob mac user, iSight didn't work well for me.

There was no audio! But I would still post the video up, just for fun. haha!


Explaination of Fujifilm Instax Mini and Instax Wide

Polaroid OneStep600! Sexy!

One for you, one for me! Soon! :)

Eating my Nissin Cup Noodles (Spicy Seafood), chilling on jazz music by Olivia,
with Facebook and MS Word document on my project (submission tomorrow) at the background,
I'm thinking a lot once again.

Today was a draining day, I traveled from East to West,
then West back to East, then East to North- East.

Must have spend thirty over dollars on bus, train and cabs fares.

I helped Lester to buy Polaroid 600 film for his work. Amusing thing is,
I was carrying a Fujifilm plastic bag, and when I bought the Polaroid 600 film, I told the store keeper, "I don't need a plastic bag.".
He insisted, its okay its okay, you can have mine, its bigger.

So alright, I thought he meant well and wow, such a nice guy.
I had a DSLR with me, and two instances, some storekeepers asked me questions like,
"you just bought a new camera?"
"you're a amateur photographer?"

Uhhh. Then I realised, omgosh, marketing.

*  drinks soup of his Nissin Spicy Seafood (wa shiok)

I was at west side, and I wanted to go home. There was bus 67, and so I thought, YES! Go home from Little India. Fast and good.
Unknowingly, I slept from bukit timah pass little india, till when I wake up, I'm at Kembangan. LOL. Hilarious. I took 1 hour and 30 minutes to travel from the West, to Tampines. Took 34 home, and woooooohoo, I feel sleeping on buses are damn shiok.

*  had another gulp of soup

Semester 2.2 sucks, totally. 6 core subjects, term teaching. After first term, they don't even show us our subject results! :(
I couldn't understand what tutors want from us. Damn case studies, do you want to test on our knowledge on how well we catch your lectures/tutorials, or do you want to see whether we do more research? I tell you, I'm doing the bare minimum.

* gulps Cheena Apple Sparkling Drink

My sister, Jasmine is going overseas to USA with her boyfriend. 1 entire month! That's enjoying life. I want to go Perth with somebody too. Jasmine insisted that we shouldn't send her off to the airport, cause "I sure cry one la, don't come.". But what?!
Come on! But now my mum and I decided we'll still go send her off and have breakfast together. She's going Chicago btw.

* Looks at the time. OMG 3am!

Sometimes when we spend our time in something, relationship, cca or studies, Evangelin shared with me, you have to decide and know whether it is worth your time. That's true.

*Brandon is not going to sleep, because he's is leaving for airport at 6am!

As much as I really love to commit my time with you, I always say it takes two hands to clap. I've been always willing and working on it. Maybe I didn't manage to influence, or I didn't manage everything well.
Yes, please evaluate me.

*I think, I'm losing it

Nobody likes losing things. Like how a careless lady loses her Prada wallet. The moment she realises it, it must have felt sucky. Like undescriable totally. But when news come about saying the wallet is found, she's happy, everybody is happy.
Humans get affected by external factors, and it changes our emotions and emotions changes our expression and thinking. How I hope we have always have a clear mind, clear of woes, clear of worries, and just plain happiness and cherish everything we have right now.

*I'll see you when you get there - Coolio

I hope what I've done and will be doing makes a impact in your life. I wish you'll have all the happiness in the world. The determination to never give up, and the courage to dream.

*I hope our relationship lasts like how photography never dies.

Evangelin taught me something else too. She said, don't think too much into the future. Focus on the present and think about the future when you really get there! Because if the present doesn't work, there is not future. <3

*I'm tired.

 I want to stay in a Caravan and travel the world.

I told my sister about it and she said "it is hard, actually, very hard".
Aaaaaaaaaaa sister, demoralising la deh!

Quote Of The Day: "Its not about what others say, but about what you think about"

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Today is a good, actually, very good day! :)

Yesterday night was havoc.

Farhan, Brandon, Annhin, Weng, Ben, Eugene, Sean went to Desmond's place.
Watched 40-year old virgin and laughed our asses off.

Stayed till 7am, had laksa for breakfast, and woots, taxi home!

Guess what, I'm in lounge with Kahyuen now,
and Gideon is at the drop-off point waiting for us!

We're going to Giddy's house! Happy niu year!

Just random, but,


EVERYBODYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~